Hate Me? Then Piss Off!

2009-08-10T01:29:00.005+08:00

Cry out, the scream of my heart~

The bittersweet memories. Locked up in my heart for eternity. Tearing me apart from the inside. The unforgetable pain.

What's sad about love?

It's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work. It's when your mind says let go but your hearts says hold on, and most of all, it's when no matter how you try to forget him/her you just can't, because you still love him/her & you just dont know why.

Try loving someone you've loved before and you'll realize that it will either lead to the same thing that happened before, or something better. Not hard isn't it?
But why not try loving someone who doesn't love you back. It's either you see yourself giving up or dying daily.

If you love and get hurt, love more.
If you love more and get hurt more, love even more.
If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more.

The gauge of how much you truly treasure something or someone is not how happy you are with them, but how sad you are when you lose them.

One grows distant from another not because of indifference, but because of fear. There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as one gets closer - a recognition of the tendency to fall deeply, and consequently drown in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities. Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotion, but the overwhelming presence of it.

Falling in love is never a decision - always by chance.
Staying in love is never a chance - always by choice.
And falling out of love is never a choice - always a decision.

Attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. Listen, fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen. We may meet someone by chance, but loving & staying with that someone is still a choice.

This last portion is for the ones who truly understand what it means. The ones who care, the ones who love, the ones who treasure.

Just because my eyes don't have tears, that doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry.
Just because you always see me strong, it doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

Sometimes I choose to pretend I'm happy so I dont have to explain to people who would never understand. Smiling is always easier than explaining to all why I am sad.

It's never the tears that measure the pain, sometimes it's the smile we fake. A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eye, while everyone still believes in the smile on your face.

The person you love most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world, and may give you the worst heartache you can never imagine.

Time can heal wounds, but it can never get back what we once had & lost. Time can't tell when or how we would move on after all was said and done, because God gave us time but we never valued this gift he had given us. So learn to treasure the ones you choose to love now, because when they go, there won't be time to have them back.

In life, I have done every way of fighting. Heard every painful truth, been in every heartbreaking scene, and felt that very dreadful feeling. I thought going through it all will then make me realize that i have to stop the fight at least to save a little for myself, but you know what's funny?

It is when I seem to be so much tired of it all but still can't just quit no matter how hard it is. And I have to continue hoping that one day, I'll be able to find someone who could love me not just "right" but "real".

Love is like giving someone a gun, having them point it at your heart, and trusting them to never pull the trigger.

I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better of letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is - "To have it halfway is harder than not having it at all."

I want to know someone who could ease the pain that I have, who could hold me tight, the one who will never let me go till every drop of tears that I have has fallen, till every strength that I have left has already gone. Then i can no longer move as he/she lays me down on my bed, sings me a lullaby till I fall asleep and whisper beside me,

"I will never leave you, angel of mine.
"I will never leave you, angel of mine.
Time may take us away, space may keep us apart, rumors and hurts may break us down, yet no matter where life leaves us...
I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE & I'LL NEVER STOP CARING."

"So give me reason; To prove me wrong; To wash this memory clean.
Quote From: Nebby"

2009-05-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

陶喆-普通朋友

等待我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜，你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can I do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深叫我怎么能放手~
但你说
Hi~ I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我猜~ 你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So why 我不能只是 be your friend
I just can't be your friend
我猜你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈多无奈
我愿意改变(what can I do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深叫我怎么能放手~
但你说
Hi~ I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我猜~ 你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I 我不能只是 be~ your friend
I just can't be your friend （no，no，no）

我不能只是做你的朋友
不能做普通朋友.

2008-11-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes Life is boring, the same old life cycle just keep going round and round and round.......after you have walk for so long, you realize that you have just walk back to the starting point again........... went can life of mine have a new breakthrough....

2008-11-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

As requested by jasmine here it is:

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE CHEE ON 5 NOV 2008!!!!

WISH U ALL UR WISH COME TRUE!!!

SHORT AND SWEET!!! OK HAPPY?! LOL

p.s: sry cant write big big the enlarge button dissappear..>.<

2008-10-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

here to revive my really dead blog....

hmm that quite much event this month, which explain why there is a big hole in my wallet nw.

as usual arcade, pool and a new one is bowling....this cost half of the hole in my wallet..

then ytd ytd nite me and my clique when night safari...but we didint expect wat we wanted....haha but the ticket still worth its value, at least we did see many animal...and this trip cost another half of the hole in the wallet...

then today..oh is pass 12 alrd... so ytd..which is fri, when for piano essemble performance title: Musique La Fusione with my TKD fren...one word to say abt the concert..AMAZING!!!!

my TKD friend wen xin was the first one to perform..she played pirates of the carribean: The curse of the black pearl and Narnia, Fairytale...she is so good i am actually so really amaazeee!!!! which make me want to play the piano more....

then there is quite alot of piano pieces that are well known and i have heard b4..like moonlight sonata, that guy that play this piece has really fast hand..yes and again i am amaze...but i am actually quite dissapoint with the Time traveling tune(secret)played..not nice..haha got very obvious mistake...

but well overall i still have to say the whole concert rate 9.5/10...

ok this psot is getting wordy..i shall stop here...

2008-09-16T23:10:00.004+08:00

I nw feel that i regretted for not choosing a proper course during poly admission....and nw entering NYP that is not even in my 12th choices..

that course i am in now, i have been wondering why i choose that course which is not even related to what my dream future is... and the very purpose of me entering that course for that particular reason no longer exsist...

am i being dumb......zzzzz we shall kwn abt it...soon...haha

p.s: i am not emoing...just some random thought of hw i ended up in this course...

2008-09-11T13:10:00.002+08:00

dots....ppl love holiday dont they...

but i think holiday sucks to a big time a is so freaking boring at home....

i am goign to bored to dead....dots...geez....

someone entertaint me pls... i am goign to die of boredom soon nor later...

fish fish chicken burger, knn... argh...

boring.......boring ppl boring post...

go and die

2008-08-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

omg tmr is taekwondo national tournament...
man so excited..really cant sleep...geez....
i have done all preparation..bring everythign i need..except tht my groin guard is still with mei qin..hope she remember to bring it tmr..or else i am dead...
omg first round it a person frm K squad..opponent detail unknown..i hope i can at least get into the semi-finals....

pic to prove that i done a checklist b4 i sleep:

yesh...ppl pray for me...i really crave for a medal..although i am really gan chiong nw...waaaaaa..turning crazy..really cant sleep...omg..

pray hard tmr will be good..amen....

2008-08-20T02:13:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2008-08-18T20:03:00.002+08:00

没想到读了那么多那么久的数学最后还是没了。。。不及格。。。

2008-07-31T23:35:00.005+08:00

Damn it, what a day...
IPCT project is nonsense...troublesome project....

My head still hurt, the blister on the leg still swollen and my back still ache.....
Blueblack aint going off......
ask me hw i got those, well it is from the training at tuesday...
rounds after all the kicking and practicing of footwear, i spar with sir wei shun...
he is a ex national player, he has got good reflex, speed, momentum and strength..
my match with him is like a level 20 VS a level 120....

[Below include technical terms from taekwondo, so if dont know what the hell i am talking about, leave it....]

start of the round..things go well...not until when he charge in with a double turning kick... i block one and the lower but the other one is just too fast to be avoided so it landed on my head...*Knock*

well...i told myself is only 1 kick....i can still make it...so we continue..i counter him but he is way to fast, i cant even touch him..so here he come again landed another hard and fast kick on my back head...*now i feel dizzy already*

referee started counting, 1..2...3...4, i told myself i cant give out..sir vincent(my cheif instructor and the referee) already know i lost my confident....he shouted at me..ask me to gain my confidient back...so i hold back to sparring position again...and once the referee start the sparring again...other hard kick land on my head AGAIN, the referee didnt shout stop, so sir wei shun continue attacking me with a backtrust kick on my waist..that when i felt that i am weak...the match sparring session continue for another 1 min and it finally end..

after getting out of the session..i feel weak..a blister and a cut got on my leg...bleed...hehe...my head feels heavy...and my leg feel soft...haha so i when to treat my wound...so total...i got kick 3 time on the head and alot alot of time on my body area..

i really think that i am lousy...and i want to go for national tournament....what i naive person i am....got to train more...friday must go train...i dont care about the injury...i want gain skill and get better....i want to WIN!!! i got sick being a loser already!!! i have learn taekwondo for 8 damn years, a blackbelt 2nd dan!!! and i haven win once in any tournament....nver....i dont want to get bounded to be a loser...no more!!!!

so well i am glad that i got trash the hell out....i am not angry...in fact i appreciate the kicks..because i learn alot of thing from him...i really envy his sparring skills... so friday if possible, i am going to spar with him again!...NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!

so well i will conserve my emotion nowadays, a fighter nver show his emotion..so fren i aint emo...i am training myself...physically and emotionally....also i am too tired to show emotion...so stop calling me emo or else i am really going to kick all of your asses....*yawns*

looking 4ward to tmr training...i must grow strong....at the cost of everything and anything!

and last i wish i could play the beautiful piano...but not...i will only spoil its beautiness...

thats all of my nonsense rant.....bb....

2008-07-27T20:45:00.004+08:00

well i guess i am not suppose to be bloggin at this time nw...but i really cant sleep...

man poly really is hell for me....project, lab reports, test, then lab report project the cycle return again again and again...woooh...i would like to see hw JC people are doing...wish they are 10 time more stress den us...JC mah..tsk.....

well...there is suppose to be role play tmr..for jap...but..i haven even memorise half of the script yet..lol..wat a script too...leaning japanese language has become a pressure rather then the initial start pleasure...haha Mr Sim(my jap teacher) still want me to take OE(optional elective) as japanese...HELLL NOOOOOO!!!!!

today was the weigh in for the national taekwondo sparring tournament...i was thinking of going to welter catergory..but for welter u need to be above 59kg..so i take a trail weight, and i weight 58.85kg..that for light catergory, wat a weight...so i go drink alot of water...den the weight goes to 59.20kg(i drank almost a litre of water) after think of it since i can be the heaviest in light catergory i shall be in advantage..wat for go into the lightest in welter, which make me disadvantage...so i when to the toilet and shit i try to pee but cant...lol...so dumb of me....

so i enter as welter competitor...i gonna face big head...shit..i think i will get KO for first round..bless me..>.<

tired..shall go and sleep..tmr still got test....see ya....*yawns*

2008-07-10T19:08:00.001+08:00

common test results....
is like shit...damn it...
people if you decide to come to poly beacuse u think poly is slacker den JC u are big big wrg...
i mug so hard for inchem...and shit...grade didnt come out well....
anyway this are my results...

Maths for Life-Sciences= F
Microbiology A= B
IPCT= A
Physical Chemistry= F
Inorganic Chemistry= D+

F stand for fail...so in total i fail 2 subject...damn it....
Semester exam is coming soon oh fuck....
time to mug leslie......damn it....mug......
thats all..bye......

2008-06-19T03:52:00.003+08:00

Jasmine jasmine jasmine here! *grins*
leslie teo zi ang is so goood to let me hack his acc. ^^
Finally, im done with all ur editings~
Soooo, leslie teo changed new blogskin! :D
& hope you are satisfied with the editings yaaaa..
if not okay, let me know. i change for you k..

*peace peace!* ^^

P/s : you may delete this entry, if you dont like uh. :x

Edit by Leslie: Haha i will let you keep this post, same as xin mei, thehy leave a entry saying they help in editing, thank you. So you are the second person after xin mei who "hack" into my acc....lol....

2008-06-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

my heart feel lonely..for some reason is empty

2008-06-18T00:49:00.001+08:00

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my god..i cant believe my blog worth this much because of sandy timun....lol..sandy must be honorable rite......si timun..

2008-06-13T15:43:00.003+08:00

rite dunno hw should i start my blog...let see...

I am in malaysia now, what to say about it, it is actually quite boring here, i cant go out like how i do in singapore, i haven step out of my house compound since the start fo the holiday...due to many reason

Everyday i just sit and rot, wake up at 12 everyday and follow the timetable i create for mysself to study..1-3pm,4-6pm and 8-9pm for each individual subject. I dun wanna to fail any of the modules man..but i aint concentrating during study...

And i am sick of staying at this home, i think i prefer staying alone, maybe due to habit(after staying alone for 5 yrs) everyday is quarrel,my 2 little "lovely"(feel the sarcasism) brothers, what to say, i really hate them fuck to the core..quarrel and make noise and make my mum angry, next those bystander like me would have to suffer..feel like a helpless cat....meowwww..

Worse my youngest brother is creating trouble everyday, cant blame he is the dumbest among us, results the most lousy, sport the most lousy...sigh.. the best thing he will do is stare blank like a idoit..or create more trouble..he is not like young..he is freaking pri 5 and he dun knw self displine... he is worse den a pri 1, and he must make my mum angry for some ..not some... is hell no damn reason..like today he just make mum so angry my mum turn into a red hot devil(scary) and cane the fuck out of him...haha..he deserve it..but nw he is bck to himself again creating trouble...even i am blogging nw..2 of them are fighting again....dots...well the other one is a spoil brat, onli knw hw to talk back....even he has fucking lost the quarrel he would come out with some unknown reason ot sumthing tht is hell not related to the topic, like chiken rice and underwear...tsk kids.....

as usual mum is busy and nagging, dad is busy and ermm busy.., sister is having fun with her own boring enjoyment, irritating brothers still fighitng and dumb.nnth else change much...tsk..

wow i wrote quite some long grandmother story..
shall end nw..is going to be 4..inorganic chem time...bye readers..

good luck to classmate for CT and those having 'o' level this year(muhaha ur turn to suffer....)

2008-06-07T14:16:00.000+08:00

What Ninja Rank Are You (Naruto) Your Result: Anbu Due to your excellence, and capability in your high-ranked missions, you have been appointed to the rank of Anbu, the direct control unit of the Hokage. Through-out your village, you are known as the village's secret service, but are somewhat feared due to your secrecy, authority, and specialty in assasination techniques.
Chunin
Special Jounin
Rouge Ninja
Hokage
Jounin
Genin
Ninja Academy Student
What Ninja Rank Are You (Naruto) Create a Quiz

2008-06-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

What Kind of Millitary Commander Would You Make? Your Result: Undefeatable You're a master. No matter what happens, you are an impassible wall on the battlefield. In terms of tactics you are in your very own league. Your position on combat is flexible.
Fair
Psychotic
Pacifist
What Kind of Millitary Commander Would You Make?

2008-05-29T21:42:00.002+08:00

こにちわ　げんきですか。
haha i am into jap craze because i realise i can thyp japanese with my lappy...
anyway i ask hi, how are u ppl...in japanese..although i like jap but the jap lesson is hard like hell...i barely pass my test...errm...21/40...just pass by 1 mark more..lol
nth much thses day except that is much for report..sick of it...
nth much to write...
lol..looking for sponsot to sponsor me for my taekwondo equipement, haha...i am broke after buying the adidas uniform..any kind soul care to sponsor me...
in sch..except that sandy still bully me >.<, i almost lose my laptop, nth much also...
haha just let me write another japanese sentence..
こにちわ　レスィーです。わたしわシンガポルのNanyang ポィテクニクのがくせいです。どうぞよるしくおねがいします。
figure out urself i am not going to explain it...boring post that all..

we are close yet far apart

2008-05-20T15:52:00.001+08:00

You Were a Lynx

You are a great knower and keeper of secrets.

A bit psychic, you can bring out hidden truths.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

2008-05-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

ooo just finish taekwondo training...havent bath yet..damn stinky =X
haha supose to get my taekwondo tobok(uniform) a Adidas 'Champion II' tobok but my dear sir vincent got for me the wrg size...lol..suppose to be 180 he got me 170...
but surprise that he got for me exactly the one i wanted to buy at liang heng shop...and is cheaper...lol
ok enough of my taekwondo fever....
today after inorganic chemistry lecture there is a 3 hrs free time so study for jap...me, junyi and that timun sandy went to library.. and timun sandy be the sensei and give a spelling..although al wrg pronoucation...
talk abt pronoucation, went talking to timun sandy, my malaysian acent suddently came out for no reason...shit den timun sandy and junyi make fun for me for 1 hrs abt my funny accent...damn >.<....
timun sandy even took my unglam photo lah..she say she gonna post it on...paiseh lah ..omg is damn ugly..who ask me do all the stupid and funny movement went i am near camwhore siao ppl.....lol....
si timun sandy..dun make fun of me lah......XP
argh malaysia accent is not good..dun laarn flom me ahhhh...
oo is time to bath....yeah adidas tobok...wohohoho

2008-05-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

alright damn sianzzz...
so many wrk....
fucking hate it...
dun wan to say animore not in a good mood......
如果死亡能让她爱我一天，我会对死神说我愿意....

2008-04-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

My Life, My Story, My Pass, My Glory....
The Story of Me....
http://www.boystown.org.sg/stories/leslie.html

Thank You Boys Town For Doing This......

Love for Boys Town
He aint Heavy, his my brother.

2008-04-14T22:04:00.003+08:00

shit man..today was damn tiring...
and and first lesson of the day..we fucking waited for the lect to come..but none show up..
the timetable put 3 ps class and 4 mb class together..so smart of them..hw the fuck can 7 big class with 20+ ppl squezze in a freaking tut room for a class...
after freking waited for long me and the guys except tuj when to canteen..
guess wat next the whole class follow coool...
ok den maths lect was ok..do the f thing wat is it call...errm..function ya..
confusing sia the combine function..
den jap was fun...we learn hw to count frm 1 to 100...lol
ok den i just recieve new that we have to explain wat happen this mornign why we didnt go to class..
hey is not our fault wat...they dun even paste a freaking notice tht say that class changes place..
who the fuck will knw that the class changes place..we call the admin office but they call bck like 7 min later..so wat for go for class when thereis onli like 10 min left for class..
wat else they wan us to explain..of course is the sch fault lah..if they penalise us i sure will make this issue big..
ok enought of the fuck stuff in sch..boring...
redoing maths note...and reading through new books..
tmr buy labcoat..
sory of the vulgar use i cant help it..this sucks..
ok that all...bb

2008-04-12T20:03:00.003+08:00

wooh i am so happy today..
i guess today is my lucky day...
i got mw new phone, new number and new internet broadband..
and i when at the correct time i guess..
promotion period..
the phone sim card suppose to be $24.75, den due to welcome bonus i got it for half price..
yeah i knw is cool..and the phone i got k800i is free....
den for signing a line i got a free prepaid m1 sim card..
so i got 2 lines at once...
also the student plan got free campus call so i call in sch is free..yeah spam call...
den later the prmoter say that prmotion(again), there is 30 lucky number for us to choose...
so i choose a nice number(9XX0X000), yeah i knw got 4 O and it is which worth $200(the person say this number are special number for sale last time, but nw it is free for new user who sign m1 phone).
den i got my internet too..1.8mbps..can use anywhere in singapore..
den they provide broadband for us..free rental of vodafone portable modem..is so small and light..
m1 is good man..i am so satisfied i give a 1 for the replying of the service i got... excellent 2 thumb up..the promoter is good also..can persuade ppl sia...
but stil must see thier billing..
alot of ppl say thier billling sometimes anyhw charge..but i still sign it..lol..give it a try..
so today i got 3 line..one for the phone, one for the internet and one of the broaband..
so happy sia...
so this mth i got almost all the dream i have dream for..
new hp, new internet, new laptop..new adidas jacket..yeah...
but it cos a bomb man....
must me stingy for the next few mth..lol
ok i am too happy to blog animore...cheers =)

2008-04-11T09:30:00.001+08:00

Moving to new rented room today........
boring, nervous and
and...errm and....cant feel wat..
but freedom is with me now...yeah..
shit no internet tonite.....die

2008-04-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

dun knw lah..shut up
just being random and i am too lazy to blog abt orietenation in NYP..
but onli one thing..PS0803 aka panadol rocks because i am in there..
ok enought of the lame stuff...
boring..still lazy to update..i wil do a detail one when i am free and feel like doing so..
oh PS0803 that do visit here check your E-Services, your timetable is out..
end of the class rep talking..shit i dun knw if i can do a good job..this sucks
end of the shit stuff..bb.. -.-'''

Lazy

2008-03-31T18:32:00.003+08:00

I been lazy to come online and blog..
playing game for all my day when i am free..
den afrer wrk play game also....
not cabal..cabal sucks.play wulin..
malaysia game dun think any singapore ppl play..
alright poly orietation is coming soon but i dindy look foward to it..
i like to give orietation but not ppl gve me..cos i knw hw and wat they will do to us..
the onli things i am loking fowards is get my new laptop..
they better have the HP DV 6700 model..or else i sure kill them..
they tell me roadshow haven start den the things out of stock..
nb..the rest of the com suck like hell man..
ok gtg..cya soon..

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2008-03-19T00:06:00.003+08:00

ok feel relieve now
because all the impt enrolment stuff for nyp is done
left student pass apllication and collection of blood test..
alrigght say until checkup
so damn funny
yesterday
i walk into woodland sata med center and report to the counter 5
register everything..
den suprised to see so many poly student same as me last min!
lol..den i meet this guy same nyp frm business course...
damn friendly den we first time see each other than start to talk like fren..
lol..really like old fren....he damn cool....
den my turn to suck blood..
the nurse damn fierce..she jab hard and suck my blood..
den pull out the needle like pull grass like that..
feel a sudden pain..my brain is like....shoik ah
den can see star and agel fying..suck so many blood(2 test for foregin student)
den after that go urine test..drink lots of water den can pee..
den the paper damn small..hard to aim lah keep on missing..LOL
ok after checkup i and that guy frm buisness course went to dbs bank to have my thumbprint verified....
den he guild me along to take photo and buy glue..
den we went to nyp together to submit the form..
on the way meet until his fren den those fren join in ..knw new fren b4 even get into nyp..cool
den more fren join in and i meet my BT buddy on the way he join in also..for a while..damn cool..
den the whole big grp of us came in to the already super cram office..
den all very funny forget this forget that...
den after talk cock a while den leave liao
sudden..
i realise that i freaking forget to attach my online TG form..
and i am like in woodland checkpoint..
so lazy to go bck go home..and freaking courier it to NYP...
a kind of super speed post for those who dun knw wat courier is..
spend me rm$10 to courier 2 freaking paper...
waste money and courier envelop..ex sia..envelop cost rm$2..so total is $rm12
for 2 freaking paper..
ok...but still dunno they will accept i mail like this..
hmmm i got nth to say already..thats all...

title lah

2008-03-07T12:10:00.002+08:00

alright i have nth to blog about
but i will just update a little or else some ppl will say i nver update...
get posted to nyp still haven recieve my enrolment package yet...
man when will it come..i am so nervous
peple frm other sch all recieve ler...
any nyp student get the pack liao must tag me leh..
ok lelong lelong...read the btm is very impt!!!!

oh searching for accommodation near nyp..aiya near there can ler lah..
anyone who has got a place to rent pls sms me or msn me or tag me..aiya find me can ler lah
my budget is s$0-550..lol..is there $0
man i need it urgently...

going to go to thailand for holiday next monday..yes!
lokking 4ward to the hotel since we book and it claims is 4 star...
lol 4 star hotel..must be good...
but we taking budget airline so must bear with one hrs of small and squizy seat..
still have to go to register my student pass..oh man i am so busy...
alright that all for nw...
chesse!!!!

i dun knw

2008-03-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack of update..
nth much to blog abt..
my hand hurts frm the sparring this morning...
too bad i am lousy..still need to be more stronger...
2nd dan of black belt and i am still like a 1st dan..
i think i will go for free sparring everyday..
break all my bones and at least i can learn sumthing...
no pain no gain....
ok..enough of my half broken arms
abt sec 1 camp i guess is ok..
is messy but still ok...evryone try thier best..
i cant say is not good becos i didnt be much help after all...
feel so sorry abt cant helping up much..
too bad my leadership quality is not good as the others..
maybe i can onli use my leadership in bt but not the sch..
dif ppl accept differ leadership..
i dun think servant leadership or power/dictator type will wk in sch this time..
that wrk in bt but not sch..
as being mentors, i am still under training catergory after 3 yrs..
to be a full plege mentor it take more than a yr to do so..
my partner has achieve the name as mentor..
but i took 3 yrs and i am still a training mentor..
this show hw hard it is to achieved the name as mentors..
when mr michael call me a mentor i feel so bad..
i am not much help still..i can onli stand and do nth..
all i do was agree with wat other senior say and i act on...
i think i am the worse senior bck at this yr sec 1 camp..
no place for me to perform my leadership..
all i do was have fun and thats all...
doubt that i will go bck next yr...
just let other ppl have the chance to be a senior and perform since i cant be much help....
alright shall not talk abt sec 1 camp...
hmm..got posted to my 1 choice for appeal..
unexpected...
ok...
fuck evrything when wrg...
(*^&*^&*(
i shall stop b4 i get out of pt...
and it hurts typing nw....
thats all

Lonely

2008-02-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

sigh sigh
What a lonely valentine with no love..
loveless people are like that
no love, no feelings, no emotion
wishing all the same kind of people like me there a valentine.
at least there is still people like us together

cheers for loner and loveless....

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

Hi..first of all...a late happy chinese new year....
been busy..not really busy.... but..holidaying...
ok..ang pao all get ler..
havent open yet...
went to national park of malaysia..
the trip was ok...
we went rafting..not the normal one..those very fast water flow one...
nearly capsized on the way dwn the stream,,
oh..
and also we went cave exploration..
elephat santuary...
and my favourite..
4WD adventure...
4WD stand for four wheel drive..
amazing vehicle..
this vehicle i sat is like 40 yrs old...
but wait the parts are all newly installed..at 2003..
the uncle say he spend RM 70000 to modified that vehicle...
fully custommize..
it really powerful...
it can go through river without problems..(river height abt my waist level)
power...
and go up rocks path those big boulder with ease...
car till until 60 degree..scary.....
and is freaking loud..i sat outside at the back standing...
yeah turbo..power?
haha.....
if i have the time i will upload the photo...
oh after long arguement with my parent they finnaly let me stay in singapore to study...
i am happy...
alright thats all.......

......

2008-02-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

I DUN WAN TO GO TO KL AND STUDY
I WAN TO STUDY IN SINGAPORE
DAMN FUCK THIS SUCKS
STOP THROWING ME HERE AND THERE AS YOU WISH
I WAN TO STUDY IN SINGAPORE
STOP THROWING ME TO A STRANGER PLACE AGAIN
I DUN WAN TO START ALL OVER AGAIN
FUCK

......

2008-01-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

sigh..
i dun knw why i am depressed nowadays..
it just happen..
and my home is in a chaos..
should i call it a home anymore?
its shattering apart......
sigh.....

My Name!!!

2008-01-28T17:14:00.000+08:00

What Leslie Teo Zi Ang Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Yeah Blogger!!!

2008-01-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

haha i think i am in love with blogger...
although the set up is damn damn damn irritating the posting is quite easy..
unlike spaces for blogger just a click will do..
and also it load faster than spaces...
i am not saying spaces is lousy...
just that it is more unuser friendly...
haha everything has it pros and cons u see..
spaces is nice in its content..
but blogger can change blog add and themes..
which spaces dun allow....
haha..but spaces setting up is easier...
i am still bad at editing HTML
alright just a short update...
if anyone would wan me to link them just leave ur link and a msg at the tag board...
alright thats all for now..
cheers!!!!!!

2008-01-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

hi! this is Xin Mei here.
yeahhh Leslie had finally "enlightened" and agreed to switch to bs.
i guess he is not the odd one out anymore.
yay! =X
i decided to change the previous blogskin cause it seemed ... emo?
my worker can't be emo!
i hope he is alright with this current blogskin.if not ...
then too bad la. =p
oh! hahaha. i am so proud of myself.
i "hacked" into his Cbox account! =D
no choice la, i forgot to take down the tagboard code he gave me.
heh. ps for doing this thing up so late,
cause Cheryl took up two hours of my time just now.
hahaha.

peace out! (:
(i nearly forgot that this is NOT my blog.)

2008-01-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

Under the recommendation of famous blogger Ms Ng Xin Mei, Top scholar of AES 2007 GCE 'O' Level, i decided to change to a more user friendly blogger(claim by Xin Mei).......
Ok Wat shall i say...
Yeah Results!!!!
ok it sucks...my results...
L1R5= 18
L1R4= 15
super lousy...i wanted better..see the course i wan to go.....
is like either one or 2 point higher..
Pharmacy Science COP 12 Points
Biomedical Science COP 11 Points..
this suck..but hopefully i get into the same course and school with my fren...
haha..thats all temporary....